Relief

I HAD FINISHED MY EXAM!

Yay, my exam ended yesterday.
First day of the exam was like hell nervous.
I went to the toilet quite a number of times.
Sigh, I didn't prepare well.
So, for me, this time was QUITE difficult.
But phewwww, I had managed to go through everything. :)

The last science subject was biology.
After the biology test, it was like totally over for me. Haha
Last subject was yesterday, chinese paper.
Well, paper 2 was uhm...hard?
Yeah, hard.
Paper 1 was the essays. And I simply wrote something crap.
Which paper was the hardest?
I think... it was the chinese paper 2. (--,)

Alright, no exam topic anymore.
Facebook is really popular among everyone now right?
A few days ago, I saw that sad news about Alviss.
After his case, those idiots wanted to follow his route.
"I am counting down. 12.00a.m. say goodbye to the world."
"I don't want to live anymore."
"Sorry, my beloved family. take care"
"I didn't plan to do it today. Tomorrow is the day."
You know, all these sentences made me felt so annoyed.

Guys and girls, If you plan to die, go ahead.
If you don't care about your family's feeling, if you don't care about your family's love to you
You want to die, go ahead.
Just because you don't have a relationship or you had just broken up with your partner,
it doesn't mean that world is going to end.
The actions that you idiots are going to do make me feel sick.
Remember, always love yourself.
And...commit suicide right, after you died, don't you ever think about going to heaven.
No such thing.
Think about your future and think about your family.



Oh yeah. And...

Happy Birthday~ Khai Ling! :D

-Signing off-

Love

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise
You're the last thing I think of
When I close my eyes


You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move you make


You're an angel from above
who takes away my pain
My love for you is so strong
It's always just the same


You're the miracle in my life
Who can always make me smile
Just knowing that you care
Makes my life worth-while


You've touched my heart and soul
Which you have from the start
Your warm soft words
Will never leave my heart


You are everything I want
You're so pure and true
I love you with everything I have
And I love everything that you do.


- Sarah

All the time, I am just having the damn confusion in myself.
I am struggling between good and evil. The good side tells me "Let it be."
The evil side tells me "I hate her because she likes him."
Slowly, I let the good side to take over me.
Because I don't think I have the ability to grab him away from her and I hate grabbing and snatching people's love ones.

I shouldn't like him, I know I shouldn't like him.
And this is definitely not the time to like him.
Someone like you, I don't deserve to like.
Whenever I face you, my heart just jump out.
So, I don't dare to face you again.

Whatever I said is meaningless now...
Because you'll never turn your back to look at me.

Signing off.

17th Birthday

HEY, *waves*

Saw the pic? 'Like' it on FB. Hehe =]


Well, today is my birthday :D
Turn 17 y.o. today. D:

Friends, thanks for everything.
Esp Yvonne because she created a birthday experiment! xD
Thanks for those who wished me Happy Birthday in FB.
Thanks to those who bought me presents.
Thanks to my mom who gave birth me on the Halloween Day and
so I get to celebrate both events on the same day every year. :))))
THANKSS~

Wish you guys have a great day
&


HAPPY HALLOWEEN DAY!

Lost and...lost

HELLO, readers~

I went to my dad's hometown today.
I think I slept almost 12hours today? Lol. Couldn't help it, too tired.
Well, I checked my wallet today and I lost RM20. T___T
Having a heartache till now, RM20 for me is still a large amount. D:


I went to night market at daddy's hometown. :)
The things there were like SO CHEAPPPP compare to KL.
When I say cheap, I do mean it's reallyy cheap.
I bought a pair of high heels and clothes.




High heels - RM15 (at the beginning but the seller raised to RM20 due to a sudden crowd -.-)
Clothes - RM15 & RM25

For me, they are nice and cheap.
But for you, I don't know. =]
I am going to wear them tomorrow?


By the way, by the way~
I am going to KL Convention Centre for an UK education fair with my friends.

Guess that's all.
Goodbye and goodnight. :D

Helpless

Was it my fault?

Believe, needs a big courage to own it.
"I believe what I heard." "I believe what I saw." "I believe in you."
All these, just seem so fake to me.
The reason I am so MOODY these few days is I am starting to hate myself.

Let me tell you what happened.

-On that day, I came back to school. I was happy for no reason. When I was taking my lunch, a sudden phone call scared me off. They said, he fell down. At first, I thought it was just a minor injury or something. However, as I reached his house. He sat on the sofa, in a subconscious state.
We asked him, "How did you fall?". He did not answer. He fell down since 3-4hours ago and no one discovered it!

We then hurriedly took him to the nearest hospital. The doctor said there were 2 blood clog in his head, one was quite a long time ago, another would be probably just occur. And the useless hospital told us that he was needed to transfer to another hospital because they did not have complete scanner to scan his brain or whatever. He was lying in the ambulance, saw us, smiled a bit. I thought his smile told us that he was quite okay.

After transferring him to another hospital, he was placed in the HCU (I think) where only 2person are allowed to go inside. Everyone of us took turn to visit him and I was the last one. You know, hospitals are cold, freezing cold. I saw him, lying on the ward, with those wire connected here and there. I pitied him. He seemed so tired. After that day, he was transferred to a normal ward. Almost everyday, we visited him, he slowly became healtier. Until one day, he couldn't remember all of us, couldn't talk, couldn't write... Everyone broke down into tears. I controlled, I managed to control but till his sickness has gotten worse; until she asked him who was I, he only knew to nod his head. I looked down on my phone, pretended to play games but I was crying. Luckily, the doctor said that was just temporary because of the used of medicine and his salt level. Slowly, I saw improvement in his condition. He finally talked and asked me, "You just finished your tuition?". Satisfied.

His condition seemed to improve a lot. It was time for me to prepare my trial exam. One day, it was when I came back from school again. My mom told me he was in comma. I was shocked! Why suddenly in comma? I blinked back my tears, kept telling myself he'll be alright. At 3something in the afternoon, there was another phone call. My mom turned and said, "Hurry up and pack whatever books and things. We're going to the hospital. Call your dad! He...cannot wait any longer..." From what she said, I knew, I totally understood. Really, my tears wouldn't listen to me. We rushed to the hospital, everyone was there already. All I could see was he lying on the ward, no more response... HE PASSED AWAY. I couldn't believe it. On the following day was my first day of exam. My eyes were wet and swollen. I cried for the whole day.

On the funeral day, I felt so sorry because I had exam. If it wasn't so important, I would want to go, I would DEFINITELY want to go. Still, I went on that night. I saw him through the coffin. This time, I smiled. I forced myself to smile. The next day, he was sent to be buried. I was absent because of exam too. Exam, exam, exam. ---

I just felt so helpless on that moment. I should have chat with him, talk to him more. I regret. The he I mentioned just now, I guess you know who?
Yeah, my grandpa.

I remember those childhood memories when I was used to ride on his bike. He fetched me to buy newspaper, buy bread... And I used to climb his back, lol actually I climbed his back to jump on to the other side.

I can't write anymore, I am afraid I can't control myself again...

End

I miss you, grandpa.

Feelings

What are your true feelings?

I've been really down this few days though I looked happy in school. Never look at the outer side. Lol. Actually, I don't really know WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED to me.
Examination is coming, pressure increases.
I totally hate EXAM, really.

Other than that, I seem to be a failure to fulfill my ambition to become a psychologist. Nah, because I am not good in advising people. I know how to but they seem not giving me response. Lol
So, I fail in everything. Trial papers weren't so good nor bad. At least I got some improvement...? (because of tips. -.-) I hope the real exam I can get higher marks...? Hope so. :)

No feeling for you.

Lately, something really bothering my mind and I still can't figure out what's that.
Okay, I cried (more like sniffed actually) this morning. Don't ask me why. I only tell to those whom I ah-hem... really best friends. Haha, sorry if I didn't tell you the reason.
Don't worry about me, I am okay. =]
As you can see in my FB status. "Confusion, jealousy, desperation... everything taking place in me."
And yeah, it's true.
I wonder...ah, nothing.
Maybe it's time for me to analyze myself.


End.
Look forward to my next update.
Visit my ameblo too, if you know Japanese. :P
http://ameblo.jp/anneszeyen/

Is this the way.

I am here, well I am here. How many days or months I didn't update my blog?
Don't count. I know, many months. (--,)
That tiring trial exam finally finished, that's why I AM HERE, get it? :D

Oh well, hmm...oh yeah. My friends and I went to Times Square on last Sunday which was on 10th of October 2010. xD To celebrate my birthday earlier which I am turning to 17. OLD. OLD. OLD.
We waited at the Bukit Jalil LRT station for the 'pokok dan rumput' about 35-40 minutes, finally...they arrived. The LRT station was so crowded probably it was weekends or it was a special day?

As soon as we reached TS, we dashed to the Theme Park, hoping not crowded. Luckily, NOT CROWDED. The guys said we should warm up first but their 'warm up exercise' was the DNA MIXER! And we girls were neither good too, we went to play the 360 degree pirate boat. D:
It was so spinning my head off. After that, we went to play bumper car and I WAS THEIR TARGET. Urghhh...I didn't play bumper car for a long time and I didn't even know how to drive, you know it was so damn embarrassing! My car was like reversing more than driving forward.
Don't laugh. Somehow, I thought I managed to drive but... I banged the divider and got stuck at there. T__T Luckily, no one saw me.

And then, we went to ride on a train at the children's playland. We were like the BIG CHILDREN, screaming and yelling along the journey to attract more children to join? xDD
Next, we sat the Crazy Bus. We again yelling and screaming, pretending how scary to bus was and the indian guy who was operating the bus...he didn't know want to laugh or cry. Hahaha. It was totally fun that day.

I am lazy to continue the story.
I am having a stupid rehearsal tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Arghh..
I finally had a time to chat with that Darry Koay just now, he then offline-d. HE OFFLINE-D!
Grrrr...whatever.

I am signing off from here now. Bye

View

I still couldn't believe that you're with her.

Hello People, what's up?
Wow, I just changed my blogskin few days ago.
And now, already 59 viewers?
To my beloved VIEWERS,
thanks for visiting to my blog.
If you drop by again next time,
do you wanna drop down some comment?
I would love to talk to you. :D
It's a part of my live talking to everyone. HAHA.

Well, I am just here to say thank you.
So, gotta go.

By the way, one last picture before i am off.I just love this, don't you? :)

Bad

Well, It can't be said that I am finally back.
Because after this post, probably I will take my leave again.
Punch me anytime if I do not update.
I know won't. :D

Saw that title?
It means that I am NOT REALLY GOOD these days.
Exams? It was really sucks.
Holidays? B-o-r-i-n-g
I began to admire those people who always get to travel everywhere during the holidays.
Tired isn't it?
But worth it.
My online friend came back last few weeks ago but still seldom chat. Sigh.

I am really sucks in Add Maths.
Since that paper, I feel like wanting to kill myself.
I am going to fail Add Maths again! I hope you will clap for me. D>:

Oh, well.
My friends and I went to Sunway to celebrate a friend's birthday.
It was NOT SO GREAT than I expected earlier.
We planned everything, but..
most of them went home early.
"I have dinner with my family."
"No transport."
"My mom booked a place in the restaurant."
I know, I know.
Dinner with family is definitely important if you don't wanna get kill.
Transport problem I always have it too.
Whatever problem was it, DIDN'T WE PLAN IT EARLIER THAT WE
WERE GOING TO HAVE DINNER TOGETHER?
Okay, I didn't blame you guys. Just, I felt unhappy.

Fine, leave that issue alone.
My story (Ghost Investigation Club) still not update YET.
I used 2 days to watch The Vampire Diaries season 1.
In the beginning, it was okay. I thought Elena would just stay together with
Stefan, BUT...
in the last episode, guess what?
SHE KISSED THAT STUPID CHILDISH DAMON!
Hell!
What's the difference compared to Katherine huh?
Nah, I am afraid to watch the next season.

KHR, chapter 293.
I know it's uh..that kind of feeling.
Huh? But it's not like my friend said "I cried."
LOL, maybe she cried because of her Yamamoto.

I think I'll just stop it here.
Ciao~

An early wish

Well, exam is around the corner.
My connection is still limited. T_T
However, I am still here to wish someone.
my YAMA-CHAN! :D


Happy Birthday
to

YAMADA RYOSUKE


誕生日おめでとございます


Though it's tomorrow, 9/5/10
but still.. haha


Oh, and
Happy Mother's Day to all the mother.


Also
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO My mom & cousins.

Tired

Oh, gosh! I think it has been a while I update my blog huh?
I am TOO. VERY. BUSY. That's my motto, I am suppose. :)
Anyway, we had just finished our performance two days ago.
That performance, never remind me of that again.
I didn't make any mistake during the practice. But I DID MAKE MISTAKE DURING THE PERFORMANCE! How dare me! I was embarrassing myself, gawd.

So about anime and manga.
I finally catched up the stupid cow already. xDD (sorry) KHR chap 246?
I forgot. :X
Anime? I am waiting for my friend's pendrive. Hibari is the supplier.
Wondering who are Hibari and stupid cow?
Well...these are actually nicknames. From KHR. :)
Hmmm, let's see.

I am Gokudera.
KL - Tsuna (my 10th boss)
YVONNE - Lambo (stupid cow)
MK- Mukuro (the illusionist)
HM- Hibari ("i'll bite you to death")
CS- Ryohei (...to the extreme! xD)
We are currently searching for Yamamoto.
Oh, and we found Mosca! and the king.



By the way, my story updated today.
At least, praise me for just today. LOL.

I am tired already.
Ciao~

anime

I have sleepless nights currently. Watching too much anime and manga at the same time. LOL.
But nevermind, I sacrifice for anime and manga. xDIn one day time, I finished watching 3 animes i think?
Hahahaha...
Nothing special happened in school these days.Yesterday was 'Qing Ming'. Went up the hill to pray my grand-grandny.
I had my lunch infront of the '...' I will skip that. :)Let's see what have I finished during last Saturday and Sunday.

Hetalia (ep 50-53)


Manga - Katekyo Hitman Reborn! (Vol 1-6)Tokyo Magnitude 8.0 - Ep 5-11 (sad ending T^T)


Pandora Hearts - Ep. 18 - 25



&


Last but not the least

Kaichou Wa Maid Sama. Ep 1

I watched Kaichou just now. =) All the character are completely changed especially Usui's eyes and Misaki's eyes. You know? No that kind of feelings anymore. (--,) However, I'll still watch it. :) So, any new anime or manga to introduce?

A story between us

"I can't stand her anymore!" "Duh, her stupid attitude!" "You know that woman..."
This and that. Everything was about her.
-Friends are like trains. When you miss a stop, they will not wait for you anymore. And, I have missed that stop.- This was what she said.
She was somehow really annoying especially when she wanted things that she wants. Last year, she told us that she'll include us in her dance next year which mean this year. Then, things began to change this year.
I began to realize her annoyances and try to ignore her. She did not realize.
One day, in a blur situation, my friends and I began to IGNORE her. Whatever she said, we just nodded or shook our head. Maybe she realized.
She started to call us to practice for dance, this and that again. Girl, exam is around the corner. She did not want to give up her dance. We quit. She told us something like blaming us that her dance was canceled because three of us quit. At last, she still continue to plan her dance.
Teacher asked her to tie up her untidy bunches hair. She ignored.
Until one day, she realized that we were fed up of her. She walked away. Deleted her memories. Still, she blamed us though she did not tell us.
She told everyone that she does not have friends anymore.




Well, the story is true. Already happened between us. Should I feel sorry for her? SHOULD I?!
If she knows that we are avoiding her, so she must know that it's her damn problem. I have stand upon her attitude for 1 year plus maybe? She's getting more serious. I mean her personality. I thought she would change but in the end she did not and she was the first one who broke the friendship's bridge instead of us.

And now, I don't and will never care about her anymore.
Don't ask me to pity her because she deserved so.
I couldn't stand her anymore! Duh!

-end-

B-A-C-K

Since when was my last update?
Nah, I am not DEAD. I am still ALIVE!!!!

Reasons that I didn't online for 1 MONTH.
- Moved to a new house.
- New house has NO net connection.
+
-Busy-

Curious that why were I so busy? Busy moving things on that time.
Used up almost my 90% of energy. (--,)
And now, I am back for my MANGA! T^T
I am not always online, because... I AM LAZY. Yes, I am very very very lazy even now.
So, anything new here?

Karakuri Odette is dropped----------------
-----speechless-----
---------heartbroken----------
---------------cries-------------------
Blame that sub-ber!

Currently have many problems in school.
Homeworks, stress, homeworks, stress...
And... some '....ships' problems.
And those problems can't be cured, probably?
However, as Winnie said, it's not right to say the problems out.
'Conflict!' =)

Gotta go now. Bye~


We know you better than you know yourself.
Get ready for the war.

Blog

LOL :)

Currently blogging at Ameblo.jp

Struggling to understand the words but manage to post up. X)

I find it that Japanese blogs are way much better
than those english blogger except for they're in Japanese.
Sad thing nah. :(

Japanese blogs have many emotions that you don't even have
to create yourself. And there got animation emotions too.
Nyaaaaa~
Found many things there. Currently became the follower
of MAO from SID.


I think I will start blogging there rather than HERE.
Will stop here at the moment.

Show you something before I am going to sleep.

Nice or not?
I know It's nice because of the Arashi there. X)
I created myself at Ameblo.
Told you there have manyyyyy thingysss.

One more thing,
HAVE YOU HEARD OF
CN BLUE?

They're korean groups, debuted since last year I think?
Whatever, anyway,
Check out their latest song.
It's nice. :)


okay, need to sleep now.
really tired.
Bye~

By the way, by the way.

I

♥

ARASHI

Have you ever think of...

Have you ever think of which one of is your best friends?
Have you ever think of who loves you?
Have you ever think of does he/she loves you?
Have you ever think of they don't like you anymore?
Have you ever think of why are you alone?

All these HAVE YOU EVER THINK OF...
There are many questions are hanging, flying around in your mind.
You blame them because you thought they didn't like you.
You blame them because they weren't like you.
You blame them because you do not have any friends.

Think of all about it over and over again.
Have you ever blame yourself?
Why not blame yourself that you had made yourself no more friends?
Why not blame yourself if they don't like you?

Everything is in your mind.
Things are always changing everyday.
You don't know when unwanted things will happen.
You don't know when happy things will ever come.

Things changed, your MIND does need to change too.
Just think of those positive sides,
and continue to live on with no worries.

FRIENDS.
whenever you need them.
They will appear to give you a hand.

Why don't you open your hand and welcome them?
Or start from this moment, tell them...
YOU LOVE THEM.

well, things above are not related to you.
It's just for someone who don't really understand those facts.
No worries, be happy. :)



I still have piano class. -.-
Annual dinner at night. Psst.
And I don't even know how to wear that freaking colour contact lens!

Off to bath, chao~

Sorry X(

I Anne S.Yen,
Currently not very active in blog anymore.
Sigh, you see.
I have loads of homeworks
and my condition doesn't allow me to online.
Pssst. Blame who?
Blame this world!
Why on earth have EXAMS?
Who the hell created EXAMS?

So,
SORRY
FOR THE
INCONVENIENCE.

:) LOL

Twinnies

The guy above named REGGEY.
Born in M'sia but moved to NZ.
Bully people is his interest. LOL
23/1/198X is his birthday.
{ ignore that X i forget which year he born, sorry X( }

I really have to idea where the hell did he go.
Disappeared himself since half year ago.

He's the one I mentioned last time.
my TWINNIE.

Though we have lost contact but still...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

You don't know how much i miss you *sniff*

Shouldn't

WOOTS!

Such long time didn't update! X(
I have many things to say.
Many things happened these few days.

But when I came here,
suddenly my mind went blank.
Haha, so sorry.

I MISS MY BLOGGIE,
So I just came here to pay a visit only.
Don't jealous ah! lmao

I guess that's all.
I need to sleep now.
So damn hell tired! My goodness!





--I think I fell in LOVE with someone whom I shouldn't love...--

X Ambition

Just came back from Star Education Fair.
Went there like after 12p.m. after lunch.
Traffic jam and then parking problem.
Why the hell everyone is going to KLCC? (because of the education fair?)
Yeah I know. Future is important. Haha.
My friend reached there first. One of my friend went there yesterday. And now...
she is frustrating about her course, I think?
Not her, me too. -.- I'll tell you later.

So, we reached at the KLCC convention centre about 1pm like that.
I never like crowds you know. I hate it.
Toooooooo many people there. Couldn't even find a place to stand and breathe for a few seconds.
Then started to check on which colleges, and took many brochures as you have seen above.
When I saw so many colleges and universities, I started to panic.
I was like SHIT, WHICH COURSE DO I WANT?
WHAT IS MY MOST WANTED AMBITION?
See, loads of problems came out. ??? question marks popped out in my mind.
Lastly, I only managed to ask about courses at one booth. TAR College.
Do you know what course did I ask? -Psychology- (sigh... I am feeling sorry for you.)
Shoooo, go off. *bang head to the wall*
I finally got back to psychology. =____=*


Guys, I wanna ask something. What job or course suits me? You gotta help me.
Here, choose one that suits me more. Onegai. X( I'll tell you the reasons in brackets.

-Music (i love music since I was small and I play piano currently but my fingers are slow.)-
-Psychology (I wanna know what humans are thinking in their mind.) -
-Interior Design ( Because my father can help me. =X) -
- Fashion Design ( I love beads, acessories...) -

All these all my options, so please just tell me which one of these should I choose???
Appreciate those who give me answers. X)


I NEED YOUR ANSWERS...

-Winter Anime 2010-

My goodness, there are so many animeS coming out this year.
But mostly, I have no time to watch. You know why. I don't need to mention that word.
Here is the list:



Will CONSIDER

.: NODAME CANTABILE -- FINALE :. 01/14
Final season of Nodame Cantabile. (Season 1) -- At a top music academy in Japan, Shinichi Chiaki’s arrogance is matched only by his top-notch piano playing. But when Chiaki and the teacher get into a fight, he’s demoted to the reject class. Chiaki is left to pursue his dream of being a conductor while surrounded by a bunch of loser musicians and one annoying girl, Noda, who has proclaimed herself Chiaki’s girlfriend. It doesn’t help that Noda, who insists on being called Nodame, lives right next door to him.



.: DURARARA!! (DRRR!!) :.

01/07 (12 eps)
The “distorted adolescent fantasy romance” story is set in a rowdy version of Tokyo’s Ikebukuro neighborhood.



.: LADIES VS BUTLERS! :.

01/05
The school romantic comedy revolves around Akiharu Hino, an ordinary high school student who unfortunately looks like a juvenile delinquent. He enrolls into an academy that was once a school for upper-class ladies, and he is placed in the school’s newly established servant training department. The students there are raised to be either maids or butlers, and Akiharu finds himself in the middle of the bickering cliques.



. : WORKING!! : .

. : Uragiri wa Boku no Namae o Shitteiru : .

. :KAICHOU WA MAID SAMA : .

The issue is always there.

I have no more friends. Friends even post something on others not me.
Friends even betrayed me not them. I see, I am equal to nothing in their heart.
Why don't you try to forget about me huh?!




I had a bad dream two days ago.
I dreamed that all my friends were leaving me, following her.
And never come back anymore.

I know my attitude is DAMN NO GOOD.
I can sometimes become very annoying! That's why I said If you do not like me,
then DON'T BE A FRIEND OF MINE. There's still a door to exit!
Why does everyone LIKE her?
Why does everyone following her?

(p.s - I'll never tell you who's that HER so don't ask me. But I can tell you that HER is not the one of the four of us. So don't misunderstand this.)

I feel like I am all alone in a dark hole.
They don't even care about me anymore.
They don't even ask WHY am I so upset.
They don't want me anymore.
Whenever I go, whatever I do, I FEEL THAT I HAVE JUST ONLY FOUR FRIENDS.
And I don't know that four friends are really really care for me or...no...

I care for them, I make them happy, I share things with them.
But they DON'T. Or all of this it's just my illusion?

I know when someone sees this, will feel piss off.
But I am just telling the truth.
EVERYONE NEEDS A FRIEND.
So do I.

So, just tell me. Is everyone my true friend?
ARE YOU MY TRUE FRIEND?

Reach 100th Post

My GAWD! I've made it to my 100 post on the 1st of January of 2010. xD
I am so freaking happy!
Well, no much to say today. School is going to reopen in 2 days time. Sighhhh.

Well, what about yesterday? Countdown?
Okay, I went countdown at uncle's house. Last year was not like 2008.
Not so nice anymore. Many of them did not attend. -.-
So, I went online to countdown with my friends as always.
But happy was...I celebrated New Year with many friends last year COMPARE to 2008.

After 12am, after the countdown, means today. Unfortunate things happened.
I asked them (my friends) something but they kept on chatting about other things.
No one REPLIED me! I think I ASKED ABOUT 3 TIMES already!!!!!! You know the feeling of when people is not answering you? Felt so pissed off. I don't know it's my fault or their fault.
Gonna KILLED myself that time.

I wanna say something here whether you like or not. I am sorry I need to tell.
I HATE PEOPLE IGNORING ME---
I guess everyone know the feeling of ignoring right?
Especially when no one reply. At least give reasons okay?

I know, quite a lot of people hate me.

This is my feeling today.
If you don't like me, please don't become a friend of mine anymore.
I'll only ruin your life.

Bye.