Have you ever think of...

Have you ever think of which one of is your best friends?
Have you ever think of who loves you?
Have you ever think of does he/she loves you?
Have you ever think of they don't like you anymore?
Have you ever think of why are you alone?

All these HAVE YOU EVER THINK OF...
There are many questions are hanging, flying around in your mind.
You blame them because you thought they didn't like you.
You blame them because they weren't like you.
You blame them because you do not have any friends.

Think of all about it over and over again.
Have you ever blame yourself?
Why not blame yourself that you had made yourself no more friends?
Why not blame yourself if they don't like you?

Everything is in your mind.
Things are always changing everyday.
You don't know when unwanted things will happen.
You don't know when happy things will ever come.

Things changed, your MIND does need to change too.
Just think of those positive sides,
and continue to live on with no worries.

FRIENDS.
whenever you need them.
They will appear to give you a hand.

Why don't you open your hand and welcome them?
Or start from this moment, tell them...
YOU LOVE THEM.

well, things above are not related to you.
It's just for someone who don't really understand those facts.
No worries, be happy. :)



I still have piano class. -.-
Annual dinner at night. Psst.
And I don't even know how to wear that freaking colour contact lens!

Off to bath, chao~

Sorry X(

I Anne S.Yen,
Currently not very active in blog anymore.
Sigh, you see.
I have loads of homeworks
and my condition doesn't allow me to online.
Pssst. Blame who?
Blame this world!
Why on earth have EXAMS?
Who the hell created EXAMS?

So,
SORRY
FOR THE
INCONVENIENCE.

:) LOL

Twinnies

The guy above named REGGEY.
Born in M'sia but moved to NZ.
Bully people is his interest. LOL
23/1/198X is his birthday.
{ ignore that X i forget which year he born, sorry X( }

I really have to idea where the hell did he go.
Disappeared himself since half year ago.

He's the one I mentioned last time.
my TWINNIE.

Though we have lost contact but still...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

You don't know how much i miss you *sniff*

Shouldn't

WOOTS!

Such long time didn't update! X(
I have many things to say.
Many things happened these few days.

But when I came here,
suddenly my mind went blank.
Haha, so sorry.

I MISS MY BLOGGIE,
So I just came here to pay a visit only.
Don't jealous ah! lmao

I guess that's all.
I need to sleep now.
So damn hell tired! My goodness!





--I think I fell in LOVE with someone whom I shouldn't love...--

X Ambition

Just came back from Star Education Fair.
Went there like after 12p.m. after lunch.
Traffic jam and then parking problem.
Why the hell everyone is going to KLCC? (because of the education fair?)
Yeah I know. Future is important. Haha.
My friend reached there first. One of my friend went there yesterday. And now...
she is frustrating about her course, I think?
Not her, me too. -.- I'll tell you later.

So, we reached at the KLCC convention centre about 1pm like that.
I never like crowds you know. I hate it.
Toooooooo many people there. Couldn't even find a place to stand and breathe for a few seconds.
Then started to check on which colleges, and took many brochures as you have seen above.
When I saw so many colleges and universities, I started to panic.
I was like SHIT, WHICH COURSE DO I WANT?
WHAT IS MY MOST WANTED AMBITION?
See, loads of problems came out. ??? question marks popped out in my mind.
Lastly, I only managed to ask about courses at one booth. TAR College.
Do you know what course did I ask? -Psychology- (sigh... I am feeling sorry for you.)
Shoooo, go off. *bang head to the wall*
I finally got back to psychology. =____=*


Guys, I wanna ask something. What job or course suits me? You gotta help me.
Here, choose one that suits me more. Onegai. X( I'll tell you the reasons in brackets.

-Music (i love music since I was small and I play piano currently but my fingers are slow.)-
-Psychology (I wanna know what humans are thinking in their mind.) -
-Interior Design ( Because my father can help me. =X) -
- Fashion Design ( I love beads, acessories...) -

All these all my options, so please just tell me which one of these should I choose???
Appreciate those who give me answers. X)


I NEED YOUR ANSWERS...

-Winter Anime 2010-

My goodness, there are so many animeS coming out this year.
But mostly, I have no time to watch. You know why. I don't need to mention that word.
Here is the list:



Will CONSIDER

.: NODAME CANTABILE -- FINALE :. 01/14
Final season of Nodame Cantabile. (Season 1) -- At a top music academy in Japan, Shinichi Chiaki’s arrogance is matched only by his top-notch piano playing. But when Chiaki and the teacher get into a fight, he’s demoted to the reject class. Chiaki is left to pursue his dream of being a conductor while surrounded by a bunch of loser musicians and one annoying girl, Noda, who has proclaimed herself Chiaki’s girlfriend. It doesn’t help that Noda, who insists on being called Nodame, lives right next door to him.



.: DURARARA!! (DRRR!!) :.

01/07 (12 eps)
The “distorted adolescent fantasy romance” story is set in a rowdy version of Tokyo’s Ikebukuro neighborhood.



.: LADIES VS BUTLERS! :.

01/05
The school romantic comedy revolves around Akiharu Hino, an ordinary high school student who unfortunately looks like a juvenile delinquent. He enrolls into an academy that was once a school for upper-class ladies, and he is placed in the school’s newly established servant training department. The students there are raised to be either maids or butlers, and Akiharu finds himself in the middle of the bickering cliques.



. : WORKING!! : .

. : Uragiri wa Boku no Namae o Shitteiru : .

. :KAICHOU WA MAID SAMA : .

The issue is always there.

I have no more friends. Friends even post something on others not me.
Friends even betrayed me not them. I see, I am equal to nothing in their heart.
Why don't you try to forget about me huh?!




I had a bad dream two days ago.
I dreamed that all my friends were leaving me, following her.
And never come back anymore.

I know my attitude is DAMN NO GOOD.
I can sometimes become very annoying! That's why I said If you do not like me,
then DON'T BE A FRIEND OF MINE. There's still a door to exit!
Why does everyone LIKE her?
Why does everyone following her?

(p.s - I'll never tell you who's that HER so don't ask me. But I can tell you that HER is not the one of the four of us. So don't misunderstand this.)

I feel like I am all alone in a dark hole.
They don't even care about me anymore.
They don't even ask WHY am I so upset.
They don't want me anymore.
Whenever I go, whatever I do, I FEEL THAT I HAVE JUST ONLY FOUR FRIENDS.
And I don't know that four friends are really really care for me or...no...

I care for them, I make them happy, I share things with them.
But they DON'T. Or all of this it's just my illusion?

I know when someone sees this, will feel piss off.
But I am just telling the truth.
EVERYONE NEEDS A FRIEND.
So do I.

So, just tell me. Is everyone my true friend?
ARE YOU MY TRUE FRIEND?

Reach 100th Post

My GAWD! I've made it to my 100 post on the 1st of January of 2010. xD
I am so freaking happy!
Well, no much to say today. School is going to reopen in 2 days time. Sighhhh.

Well, what about yesterday? Countdown?
Okay, I went countdown at uncle's house. Last year was not like 2008.
Not so nice anymore. Many of them did not attend. -.-
So, I went online to countdown with my friends as always.
But happy was...I celebrated New Year with many friends last year COMPARE to 2008.

After 12am, after the countdown, means today. Unfortunate things happened.
I asked them (my friends) something but they kept on chatting about other things.
No one REPLIED me! I think I ASKED ABOUT 3 TIMES already!!!!!! You know the feeling of when people is not answering you? Felt so pissed off. I don't know it's my fault or their fault.
Gonna KILLED myself that time.

I wanna say something here whether you like or not. I am sorry I need to tell.
I HATE PEOPLE IGNORING ME---
I guess everyone know the feeling of ignoring right?
Especially when no one reply. At least give reasons okay?

I know, quite a lot of people hate me.

This is my feeling today.
If you don't like me, please don't become a friend of mine anymore.
I'll only ruin your life.

Bye.