Relief

I HAD FINISHED MY EXAM!

Yay, my exam ended yesterday.
First day of the exam was like hell nervous.
I went to the toilet quite a number of times.
Sigh, I didn't prepare well.
So, for me, this time was QUITE difficult.
But phewwww, I had managed to go through everything. :)

The last science subject was biology.
After the biology test, it was like totally over for me. Haha
Last subject was yesterday, chinese paper.
Well, paper 2 was uhm...hard?
Yeah, hard.
Paper 1 was the essays. And I simply wrote something crap.
Which paper was the hardest?
I think... it was the chinese paper 2. (--,)

Alright, no exam topic anymore.
Facebook is really popular among everyone now right?
A few days ago, I saw that sad news about Alviss.
After his case, those idiots wanted to follow his route.
"I am counting down. 12.00a.m. say goodbye to the world."
"I don't want to live anymore."
"Sorry, my beloved family. take care"
"I didn't plan to do it today. Tomorrow is the day."
You know, all these sentences made me felt so annoyed.

Guys and girls, If you plan to die, go ahead.
If you don't care about your family's feeling, if you don't care about your family's love to you
You want to die, go ahead.
Just because you don't have a relationship or you had just broken up with your partner,
it doesn't mean that world is going to end.
The actions that you idiots are going to do make me feel sick.
Remember, always love yourself.
And...commit suicide right, after you died, don't you ever think about going to heaven.
No such thing.
Think about your future and think about your family.



Oh yeah. And...

Happy Birthday~ Khai Ling! :D

-Signing off-

Love

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise
You're the last thing I think of
When I close my eyes


You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move you make


You're an angel from above
who takes away my pain
My love for you is so strong
It's always just the same


You're the miracle in my life
Who can always make me smile
Just knowing that you care
Makes my life worth-while


You've touched my heart and soul
Which you have from the start
Your warm soft words
Will never leave my heart


You are everything I want
You're so pure and true
I love you with everything I have
And I love everything that you do.


- Sarah

All the time, I am just having the damn confusion in myself.
I am struggling between good and evil. The good side tells me "Let it be."
The evil side tells me "I hate her because she likes him."
Slowly, I let the good side to take over me.
Because I don't think I have the ability to grab him away from her and I hate grabbing and snatching people's love ones.

I shouldn't like him, I know I shouldn't like him.
And this is definitely not the time to like him.
Someone like you, I don't deserve to like.
Whenever I face you, my heart just jump out.
So, I don't dare to face you again.

Whatever I said is meaningless now...
Because you'll never turn your back to look at me.

Signing off.