To those whom I care,
I don't know and never know what you guys think about me. Sometimes, I don't even know my own personality too. I know, I am quite annoying to you guys sometimes. I am facing a lot of problems these few days. Friendship problems, duh what else. Only this effing problem never leave me alone. I don't know whom to talk to. So, I chose to blog. I don't care who's reading my blog as long as I want everyone to know what am I thinking right now. Frankly speaking, I don't have a lot of friends and most probably the problem comes from my face or something, I DON'T KNOW. Whenever I talk, people give me faces like "Duh, what's she talking about?" "Why's she here?"... I am unlike you guys. All of you are my precious friends but I just don't know what's in your mind. Esp those who suddenly ignore me. Tell you something, I am being IGNORED by 2 person at a same day. Whenever I feel piss off, I will tweet about something or someone indirectly, who won't? I try to control my anger. I AM TRYING. These few days, I just don't know what fcking happen to myself and them. I tweeted a lot like "FML" etc...
I just don't know how to communicate to other people.
So, I just wanna say that...
IF YOU WANT TO BE MAD AT ME, IGNORE ME... JUST TELL ME YOUR PROBLEM.
I am sure we can solve the problems together?If you don't feel like talking to me, well, just delete me from your life.
My tolerance has a limit. If I don't get the answer I want, let's just quit this shit out. I AM FCKING SERIOUS NOW, I WARN YOU.
If you choose not to friend with me now, then why did you friend with me in the beginning?
If you choose not to become friends with me without reasons (as in ignoring me out of a sudden), don't let me see your face again, and I AM FCKING SERIOUS TELLING YOU THIS RIGHT NOW.
Friends, share problems and solve together.
Friendship will never end. How I hope it's true.